Essays on memory, identity, and the unspoken parts of being human.
You remember your childhood wrong — not the years, but the feeling. Childhood memories get sorted: the painful ones filed away, the golden ones kept. If you’ve asked why don’t I remember my childhood clearly, the answer isn’t trauma. It’s survival. The wall was always there.
Every night I asked God for guidance. Every night I hoped He wouldn’t answer. For eleven years I built a life that looked like success and felt like a slow death. This is what trusting God in difficult times actually costs — and why I finally stopped negotiating with His will.
Step inside love addiction anonymous, where a love addict learns the harsh reality of their patterns. Beyond dramatic love addiction movies, facing love addiction means enduring silent withdrawals. Here, love addiction treatment helps individuals recognize love addiction symptoms, offering a cure for love addiction by embracing steady, unfamiliar kindness.
Every spring forward, you lose an hour of sleep and never get it back. The farmer myth was never true. The energy saving claim was proven wrong. Daylight savings time continues not because it works — but because stopping things is harder than continuing them.
Is America going to war with Iran? Nobody knows — not the generals, not the presidents. The US and Iran war didn’t start last week. It started before you were born. This is the brutal truth about what war does to ordinary people who can only watch, scroll, and eat breakfast anyway.
When bereavement and loss strike, the real, complicated loss and grieving process rarely follows neat stages of grief. Through financial hardship and losing a mother to cancer, this essay explores the deep spiritual struggle, anger and faith, sabr and tawakkul, and the quiet journey toward finding peace after loss together.
The claim that conscious beings represent “the universe understanding itself” requires rigorous analysis. Through consciousness, the universe gains capacities for self-reference that transform its ontological status through genuine reflexive knowledge.
An elevator ride reveals our hidden social anxiety and fear of rejection. We stand inches apart, avoiding eye contact, forgetting how to talk to people. Why is small talk so hard? Discover the unspoken rules of silence, the weight of human connection, and how to start a conversation with strangers.
Scrolling through high school reunion photos, everyone commented “best years of our lives!” Then I opened my old diary and discovered how brutally my memory had edited the truth.
Are you feeling lost or trapped in an existential crisis? Time moves fast, and wasting time is easy when you lack a life purpose. A midlife crisis isn’t just about the fear of aging; it is a vital wake-up call. Stop feeling empty. Start living intentionally today and finally figure out what to do with my life before time stops.
I destroy things when they get comfortable. Intense, then distant. With her. With work. With Arash. That cycle. But maybe staying with things, even when boring, is what matters most.
How do you explain homesickness for a place that doesn’t exist? “Like I’m missing somewhere. But I don’t know where.” She sat beside me. “The nowhere feeling?” “You know it?” “Everyone knows it. We just don’t talk about it.”
“These words found the feelings I couldn’t name.”
“Like finding letters I wrote to myself but never sent.”
“Writing that makes you stop and remember what it means to be alive.”
Essays on memory, grief & identity.
Delivered when the world goes quiet.
