I Miss Running Without Thinking About Running
I miss running without thinking about running. The magic has become machinery. But the machinery still works.
FEELING
constant exhaustion not tired
I Look Fine While Falling Apart
When Looking Fine Hurts: The Philosophy of Being Unseen I look fine. That’s the problem. The cashier at…
The Invisible Country
constant exhaustion not tired, brain fog depression anxiety, stuck in survival mode, performing normalcy exhausting, toxic productivity mental…
The Weight of Going
By day three, I’m tired of travel but hooked on movement. Travel fatigue vs wanderlust is the paradox:…
The Pull of Older Clocks
My circadian system runs on older software that answers to the sun, not the spreadsheet. The 9-to-5 assumes…
The Sleep-Dependent Self
After eight hours of good sleep, I am patient, creative, capable of finding humor in frustration and solutions…