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Mental Health

The Crown You Don’t See

Now I understand why they say health is the crown that only the sick can see. The healthy…

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Thank You, Legs

I never thanked my legs for carrying me until they couldn't. Never thanked my lungs for breathing until…

· 7 min
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Made of Glass and Steel

We are simultaneously made of glass and steel. My collarbone is healed now. Stronger at the break point,…

· 6 min
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The Wrong Size Room

This aging body is right for this consciousness. Thoughtful. Careful. Shaped by years.

· 5 min
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The Museum of My Expertise

Professional evolution turns mastery into a museum. Obsolete skills don’t vanish—they become irrelevant. Experience without adaptation becomes obsolescence.

· 8 min
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The Double Standard of Time

Now, thirteen years later, this small white line makes me smile. This is the beauty of aging—each mark…

· 4 min
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The Map of Living

Now, thirteen years later, this small white line makes me smile. This is the beauty of aging—each mark…

· 4 min
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The Ghost of Who I Was

I miss the version of myself who could write poetry without self-consciousness. The twenty-two-year-old who wrote fearless poetry…

· 6 min
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The Double Standard of Time

Watching aging heroes miss easy catches and forget familiar lines, we feel time’s democracy. Their greatness was human…

· 3 min
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When Gods Grow Old

Watching aging heroes miss easy catches and forget familiar lines, we feel time’s democracy. Their greatness was human…

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